Monday, March 18, 2013

Story - A Reality Takes Shape


She wasn't positive, but she thought she might be dreaming, or dead, meaning she'd crossed an exit point for her old life.   The world was a softer place than it had been the day before.  The weather warmer, the traffic noises sounded further away, and the creek she took her morning walk alongside of was uncharacteristically trash free.  She noticed she was was more relaxed than she had been in a long time.  So she figured she must be dreaming, or in that place people go when they’re between one life and another.


Her ‘old life’ had been difficult, full of unrelenting mental work.  While she had been given a top of the line brain, she liked to mix it up a bit.  Splitting her time between solving problems, reading, writing, time spent with family, friends and patients, and getting out into the wide world breathing in and breathing out - just being without doing.  The unrelenting nature of her studies had gotten old.   Grateful that she was able to get the education at all due to her advancing age, Katie none-the-less was noticing signs of inner rebellion growing at the irrelevance of much of it.  Sighing, she knew that the minutia came with the territory.  But that didn’t mean she had to like every facet of it.  Though she grudgingly admitted perhaps the very contrast made her appreciate the good stuff even more.


Taking a break from her studies,  she made her way into the Antique Mall, feeling as though she had stepped into a different reality.   She wondered if somehow the upscale flea market was a way station of sorts.  Where people chose their next life by the things they wanted around them. Katie believed that things are an outward expression of the inner beliefs and rules that one lived by.   It wasn't always true to form, but she had found that those who chose their surroundings deliberately tended to reflect their inner landscape surprisingly well. 

She had always loved wandering around looking at ‘shiny things’ that one found in the nicer shops, having grown tired of garage sales early in life.  She enjoyed mentally trying on a potential new possession (or way of life) the way some women try on shoes.  Mostly she enjoyed the exercise in imagination.  But it had taken on a different quality this time.  It was at once more vivid, and more detached.

Most of the things surrounding her were well worn, and would make for an authentic setting if she were a ‘staging expert’ like her friend who set up empty houses for resale.  She looked with curiosity at a booth  crammed with the detritus from estate and garage sales.  The vendor had gathered items that had a high resale value, but had haphazardly mixed decorating styles.  Katie would have grouped the things differently.  Placing the stainless steel toaster, plug in percolator, the kitchen utensils with the black bake-o-lite handles, and a white plastic canister set on the chrome and vinyl table.  The tea kettle, fine tea cups, and lace tablecloth would be arranged elegantly on the butler’s side table, and the Shaker chairs would be hung on the wall above the plain wooden bench.  But she liked to have things grouped by era.  Not mixing Danish Modern with 1950's Chrome and Formica.  

Some of these styles her mother had had at one point or another in her life.  All of them were attractive in some way, but she didn’t want to duplicate her mother’s home. She wanted her own style, wanted to reflect a softer, kinder life.
 
Moving on, she found a booth where the vendor had chosen the items to blend together, reflecting a style that Katie could only describe as pink, frilly, frivolous.  She hadn't known that lace came in so many shades of white, cream, and pink, much of it attempting to hide what was underneath.  Dripping with ribbon, flounces and ruffles, crystal chandeliers, the booth was 4000 cubic feet of total fluff.  Lampshades covered with what looked like bits of  lace tablecloth and tulle. Ornate lamps, silk ivy garland wrapped in order to hide the ugliness beneath,  shades heavy with crystal beads, mountains of pillows, buckles, buttons and bows.  It was rather overwhelming, all that fluttery stuff.    For a tidy sum Katie could have the kind of room she might have liked for about fifteen minutes when she was thirteen.  There were a few things in the booth she liked:  a quilt here, an old powder box that would hold jewelry, little things that would remind her of her femininity without requiring the extraordinary steps to keep the dust at bay. 

Right next to this wash of pink was an art-deco booth lined with movie posters, flapper dresses, retro faux mink stoles, spike high heels, and a number of little retro women's hats.  She slipped one of the hats on, and stopped to admire herself.  A single glance in the mirror had her snatching it off,  for she looked like her grandmother.  When had she grown that old?  The beret  was definitely not her style, never had been, never would be, no matter how cute they looked on the model.


Ah but then she saw a soft wool fedora, in black, she could not resist trying it on. Over the shoulder of the elegant woman in the mirror she spied a patch of black, hiding behind a hideous red, vinyl raincoat.  Pushing aside the offending bit of plastic she found a well, tailored, cashmere coat.  Slipping it on, she admired the way it hugged her curves.  Paired with the fedora she would not be out of place stepping out of a taxi at the Met.  All it needed was the right scarf.  Silk or soft knit, in red, dove grey, or cream depending on her mood.  After a last look at herself, she reluctantly placed the hat back on the wall hook, and the coat on its padded hanger.

She knew that she would find these things again someday, probably in better shape.  But now was the time to dream, not buy.

She fell in love with a vase, clean elegant lines, rainbows showing through the cut crystal edges.  It was beautiful even without flowers.  A red and white quilt there, some blue and white china, and a cut crystal sugar bowl.  There were baskets and boxes.  Dressers and damask drapes.  Brass fireplace tools, a fender, and antique brass andirons for a larger-than-life fireplace.  There original oil paintings, and candlestick lamps.  Crystals and occasional chairs.  An old hutch made of mismatched wood caught her eye, reminding her of one her grandfather had lovingly made from an abandoned wardrobe. 

She spent the next several hours wandering about finding things she would enjoy if she were to completely refurnish her home. 

Stacks of soap made in Scotland that smelling like ‘home’ spilled lazily down a display of charming wooden boxes. English lavender dresser paper, and handmade cotton quilts thrown over the foot of a bed caught her eye.  Natural fibers, old time fragrances, and well-crafted wooden furniture out shown the garish synthetic fabrics that so many merchants were pawning off on the ignorant public.  An overstuffed wing back chair and ottoman were crammed into a corner next to a fake fireplace, begging to be set free.  A small wooden dresser buried under a mountain of linens whispered of the lingerie that it had once held.  A bent teakettle hung from a hook above the coffee grinder that was missing the bowl.  And she smiled to herself for the one she owned looked better and still worked.  Katie had made coffee the old fashioned way when the power went out – in the old metal pot hanging in the fireplace while beef stew simmered in the Dutch oven and snow storms raged outside.

The rows of old glass medicine bottles in the next booth reminded her of her grandmother’s vinegar cold remedy.  Tasting of garlic and something that kicked like a mule, she smiled as she remembered that it had broken up every cough she had ever had.  She moved on, nudging a square bottle back into line.

And then she saw the wooden humidor.   Sanded till it felt like satin, someone had lovingly crafted the maple piece, fitting it perfectly with an airtight insert lined with a cork sheet.  When she lifted the lid the aroma of cigar tickled her nose, and she was washed with a wave of homesickness.  And she knew that this was why she had come.  None of the other ‘stuff’ mattered.

She knew He had smoked the cigars that the humidor had held.   Wherever he had journeyed to make his fortune – this time it was up to him to find her.  She didn’t know what his name was. Or the details of his life… but she had a sense that he was looking for her… and that he had left the humidor for her to find, which meant he had been there.  As she thought about it, she wondered if he had been leaving little things that would remind her of home for years.  That would wake her up enough to recognize him when she saw him.

And then she realized that perhaps it had not been him that had gone away, but her, because she had needed to find out who she was independent of him, and whether she still wanted to mingle her life with his.   And over time, she had forgotten much of their life together.  And yet she had been driven by a yearning to get back home.

Was she dreaming?  Or finally awake?  Ready to enter her new life?  

Saturday, January 19, 2013

A Story Begins -- In the Beginning Was the Word


The stage is almost set.  Choices made for costumes, lighting, and most of the cast.  Looks like an interesting weaving of storylines.  The director walks around the stage one last time, and gets caught up in the story.

The furniture is different.  I've come to expect that from a dream.  We have less than 24 hours.  It is moving day. Or perhaps it should be better said it is packing day. And in less than 24 hours it will be moving day.  Six a.m.?  Nine a.m.?   I don’t remember now.  But it is time.
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I am uncertain if we will be able to get everything out.  I certainly don’t have boxes or even enough time to pack everything up.  And yet I am calm.  Moving through the house to see what absolutely positively has to be taken, I have to walk around a stuffed dog with long eyelashes and a hint of femininity.  This is not a tiny puppy.  She's the kind that you can really cuddle up with on the couch. 

There are stuffed velvet kittens and some plastic sharks in a goldfish bowl.  A six foot Labrador standing on his hind legs and a floppy eared mutt down on all fours crowd in the hallway.  Standing next to them is a funny big nosed stuffed person, all head with itty-bitty arms and legs, about waist high.  He is cute in a cartoon character sort of way, and red.  In fact there are two of them, the one standing next to the dogs in the hallway, and another one tucked almost out of sight behind the couch with her arm around a brown mare.   A saddled black horse with white mane and tail is kneeling near the front door looking toward the couch.  I don't remember owning any of these stuffed animals, have never seen them before.  

Surfacing up out of the dream I remember that the props crew goes to a lot of work to find things that will fit into the set of my dream dramas.  The details vary from dream to dream, just as the stories that weave together into the tapestry of each imagining are different.

It is almost time to leave.  I don't know how I know this.  It feels as if I've been handed a script and the screenwriter has given it as part of the background. Regardless, somehow I have to pack all these critters into boxes to take them with me.  I don’t know where I am going.  How I will get there.  Or even if I am going alone.  I just know it is time to go.

Wandering into the kitchen to get a cup of coffee I am stopped by a thick spider web strung across the walkway from the ceiling, though the creatures hanging in it aren't spiders at all.  Striped like a tiger, orange and black they have twelve pairs of legs.  And clearly they spin webs. They don’t look poisonous, but one never knows with a new critter.  Hanging in their web over the fridge, they have anchored a cable to the very center of the floor, making it hard to move around the kitchen.  

I really don’t want them jumping down on me, I’m not fond of that.  But their web is in the way.  Heart pounding, I disentangle the thread and one of them jumps onto the floor.  I do not want it scurrying under the fridge or worse - running up my leg.   I believe in 'catch and release' so I choose to trap it under a glass bowl from the counter.  The other spidiger thing seems to be tangled in the web and is easily caught in another bowl.  It must be really sick because the poor thing is just laying in the bowl on its back pretending to be dead.  

Looking around the kitchen there's an air of unreality about the whole thing.  There are two of these tiger-spidery things.  I return to the living room and began to realize that there a lot of the things are present in pairs.  Two red head guys.  Two dogs.  Two chairs.  Two canisters.  There are even two identical doors on the fridge.  It is bizarre.  And none of it is alive.  There are stuffed fabric animals, plastic bugs, dolls, drawings, stick figures, sculptures.  Two of this and two of that.  Pairs of things. Everywhere. 

Something very strange is going on.

Shaking my head, I go back into the kitchen and carefully release my captives, apologizing to the spidigers even though I now realize they are made of plastic.  I'm polite that way.  And even though they're not real, something says I could have hurt them.  Not wanting the props guys to be upset, I put the couple carefully back into their web and re-anchor the broken thread out of the way on the window blinds.


I need more information and wander into the bedroom.  The bed is empty, covers turned down, waiting.  But lying on top of a very long dresser is a bear, quite comfortably stretched on a white blanket folded for padding.  He reminds me very much of a brown bear puppet I had some years ago.  Only this one is human sized.  He is waiting for someone.  Me?  I don’t think so.  But there is a quiet smile and softness around his mouth as he dreams. 

“Do stuffed animals dream?”  I ask out loud to no one in particular.  And then an idea occurs to me.     I return to the living room and bring the feminine bear to the doorway of the bedroom.  She leans against the door jam, waiting.  If he wants her he’s going to have to ask her to join him.  And together they can go out into the forest - or discover the softness of the feather pillows.

Not your ordinary dream
I finally realize that I am seeing the equivalent of an ark.  In house form.  Or perhaps more properly the stage of an ark… a theatrical stage.

Perhaps of a new world in which animals live together, harmoniously.  They don’t eat each other, they don’t need to.  That somehow they absorb their energy from the world around them, without depleting it.  They build for beauty and usefulness.  They explore for the joy of exploring.  Play and work together.  Using the strengths of each to create their world.  The small and frail are as useful as the big and strong.

This is a world with peaceful rules.  And anyone who decides to bring violence and war to this world will be removed, and sent back to school.  Those bad behaviors are things we learned by watching too much television when we were young.  This is graduate school.  When they grow up and let go of the violence they will be allowed to come back.


As I return to the living room I can see through the window that a man is sitting in a glider on the front porch, waiting for me.

I now realize that I will not be taking these things with me.  That I was, am, supposed to leave them behind.  


And then I wake up.  And remember.

So now the real question is… is this the stuff that new worlds are made of?  What if... this is how it works?  We set a new stage, and then say "the Word" and the action begins.  What is the word that a director uses? 

Ah yes … “Act……”   But I don’t want to say it yet.  I still have a character that needs to be cast, the actor hasn't said he will take the contract.  But one way or another it won’t be long.

Action
In the Beginning Was the Word.



Gayle McCain, Fantasy Author
Sacrifice and Forest of Mists 


Friday, November 23, 2012

Forest of Mists by Gayle McCain


What do you do when a story jumps up and down begging to be heard, and will not be silenced? You Listen.  And then you write!

Forest of Mists - a novel of epic proportions is now available at Amazon in paperback, on Kindle, on Lulu eBook, and at iTunes for the Apple lover:

Forest of Mists   (Kindle)


I cannot describe the journey the writing of this book has taken me on, except to say that I lived it. These are the 'breathings' of my soul.

I hope you enjoy Forest of Mists.

Gayle McCain, Author




Friday, August 10, 2012

Sacrifice by Gayle McCain




It Begins in a Circle

Feet aching with cold, Amber waited outside the circle of Standing Stones for the ceremony to begin.  The pain in her toes a welcome distraction from the fear of what was to come. Her disappointment over broken dreams brought tears to her eyes once again. She had wrestled for some time with the turn her life had taken before she finally sought counsel. Called simply “The Merlin,” he was the person that everyone went to for healing, assistance, and wisdom.  Reluctant to add to his burdens, Amber had waited a long time before talking to her elderly friend.

The Merlin had watched Amber grow up, had even come to think of her as his granddaughter. He had spent many hours with the girl and her grandmother. Yaya, whose name was also Amber, had come to live with her daughter and granddaughter when her beloved husband had died. The elder Amber had found life with her son-in-law difficult, and had begun spending more and more time away from the cottage taking the little girl to the Forest. The Merlin had met them on one of their first journeys into the wood and the elders had developed a strong friendship.

The girl had not minded the deep conversations between the two as she entertained herself playing with his dog, chasing butterflies and picking flowers, occasionally stopping to help as the old ones gathered food for their tables. The Merlin’s wife was an indifferent cook and had relinquished that chore to him. For many years, he had wandered the Forest gathering the ingredients for their next meal. This allowed him the solitude that his place as the village shaman required. But by the time he had met the elder Amber Yaya he had recognized that the solitude was not as necessary as it had been in his youth, and was able to enjoy company.

He had discovered that as he talked with both Ambers, he was more awake, more able to see that he was no different from them, not separate. There were times when he felt as though he were looking out their eyes at an old man sitting on a log. Whenever it occurred it was disorienting but eventually he had grown used to it. Unable to explain the sensation of being in two places at once without sounding crazy he had remained silent, though he often caught the knowing look his old friend gave him as he explored it.

Yaya Amber had a way of being in the world that allowed her to slip through life, connected to everything but rarely caught up in its drama. The Merlin had watched as she did her best to teach the young girl how to use that connectedness to be part of the village without getting dragged down by disappointment and pain. But Yaya and The Merlin had to contend with the influence of the other people in the girl’s life. People, whose belief that life was hard and required sacrifices, were unable to experience the sweetness of any of it as they scrambled to survive. An old man, he had spent many years believing in the need for sacrifice and scarcity. He wondered if perhaps the lessons that the elder Amber gave her granddaughter were often for his benefit. She taught him to be softer, and when he focused on being connected he was able to see out of the eyes of others.

When his old friend had died, he missed her terribly, for they had spoken as equals and no one else in the village did so, even his wife. The young girl’s father disapproved of things he could not understand and had prevented the girl from spending time with the old man. The effect of the loss of contact prevented him from continuing the girl’s education and over time she forgot much of what her grandmother had taught. Even though he had seen the changes, he had not been able to stop them. So he had watched her from a distance as she grew to womanhood, offering what guidance and friendship she would accept.

When the young woman had finally come to him to talk about her future, he realized that he did not know what to say. Trying to remind her of her grandmother’s wisdom had brought her only pain, and he had fallen back to discussing practical options. His suggestions were met with resistance, for many of them were aimed at helping to remind her of what she had learned at her Yaya’s knee.

When Amber offered to participate in the midsummer’s eve ceremony, he had resisted. As she persisted, he reluctantly acquiesced, praying for an alternative.  This was how he found himself staring out into the dark with his assistant, Hawood, pounding out the ceremonial call.

Called by the drums, one by one the villagers joined the circle outside the stones.  Shuffling back and forth in the unseasonably cold night they waited for the ceremony which would mark the beginning of a summer that held little promise.

The booming of Hawood’s beat poured over Amber and dragged her attention back to the ceremony in progress.  Deep in pitch, it sent a heartbeat rolling across the land, her own heart matching the pounding as it thrummed against her body. It was the beginning of summer and yet the cold of the dewy grass made her bare feet ache. Her throat tightened against the fear of her part in the upcoming ceremony. She waited quietly, appearing to be just one more villager standing outside the ring of stones, except for her bare feet. Wearing only her best robe, and the triskell that had been her grandmother’s, and her grandmother’s before her.  A draft wafted up her back, chilling her even further. She wrapped the fabric around her long legs in a vain attempt to keep warm. Amber blinked the tears back trying to keep from crying outright, her body pounding with the drum and aching from the cold. She wanted an end to the pain, no longer sure whether it was the pain in her feet or her heart, she just wanted it over.

Abruptly Amber felt a warm hand on her shoulder.   Glancing up, she saw that it belonged to the man she yearned for.  Byron smiled, teeth white in the darkness. Handing her the rope that held a late spring lamb he squeezed her shoulder and moved away, leaving behind a warm spot and his scent. Heart racing, she followed his progress with her eyes noting that, though he went to stand in the circle of villagers, his betrothed did not join him. One of the customs that the stranger had tried to change, Shara believed that the nighttime ceremony was blasphemy, with or without the sacrifice. The outsider had watched Byron join the circle and then returned to the warmth of her bed. She would be up soon enough.

With drums pounding, Amber took a deep breath trying to calm her fears.  Fears that she thought she had put to rest when she’d made her offer.  Fears that she had discussed with The Merlin.

Young and Foolish
 It had been a year of deprivation for the village of Stone Circle, indeed for the entire land. The rains had not come, only cold and fog, but never carrying enough moisture to allow the plants to flourish. The village council had been meeting regularly, hoping to come up with something that would ease their desperate straits.

Finally, someone had idly suggested that they follow ancient traditions and perform a sacrifice.  The council had agreed because no one had a better idea.  They all wanted to do something, even if there was only a sliver of hope. Which was why Byron had brought a lamb to the midsummer’s eve ceremony. He doubted that this ritual slaughter would be enough to change the drought, but he hoped it would give a favorable start for his upcoming marriage.

At dawn Byron would marry Shara, just hours after the sacrificial ceremony. Tall, strong, and handsome, with a charming twinkle in his eye, he had been leading hunting and trading parties for more than a handful of years.  His bride, tall and thin with waist-length blond hair, had seen him on one of the trading missions and pursued him relentlessly. He had allowed her pursuit, for Shara was a beautiful woman who flattered him.

One of the village’s best hunters, the young man was well respected for his leadership skills.   Always sharing his quarry with the less fortunate, he had become particularly popular with those who looked to him for support.  After the village chieftain had been slashed by a wild boar, Byron had assumed much of the work of running the village.

Though they had known that Byron looked outside of the village for a bride to stabilize tribal loyalties, no one in the village had understood his choice. Nor could they understand why a simple treaty was not enough to continue peacefully trading with the northern villages. Byron had refused to explain his choice of mates. By all appearances, he had acquiesced to the northern woman’s advances with little regard for how she would get along with the residents of Stone Circle. Byron had yet to see the effect of Shara’s arrogance and disrespect.

Amber, being young, had been able to convince herself that he would change his mind. She believed he would eventually see how much she could help him and would choose her instead. Even though they thought her odd, she was far more respected than the sharp-tongued older woman from the north. But plans for the wedding ceremony had proceeded without delay.  Finally, Amber had resigned herself to the idea that she would never be with the man she had dreamed of for all those years. She knew that watching him build his life with this stranger would be simply too much to bear, and thus she had finally made her offer to The Merlin.

Hawood
Holding the rope in her hand, her mind went over her reasons once again.  Even knowing that what she was about to do was for the good of the village she was afraid. She had felt disconnected from the community since her Yaya had died, finally coming to believe that she had few hopes for a better connection. And with Byron marrying the blond stranger she had no hopes for the future. Depressed and lonely she had spent hours with The Merlin discussing her options privately, not liking any of the alternatives that he suggested. Finally, for the good of the village she knew what she had to do and made her offer.

It wasn’t that Amber was unsuitable for marriage. Hawood had made her an offer of marriage. He had always been fond of the young woman and was willing to take her as his wife. Amber had turned him down because while she enjoyed his company, she thought of him as a brother, and could not think of him as a lover. She believed herself to be a passionate person, and his peacefulness didn’t fit well with that. She didn’t think that he would be a true match for her, because he lacked strength and vigor and she had always held back to keep from overwhelming him.  She wisely knew that she would be too much for the quiet man. He needed a peaceful wife, one who would be satisfied with his gentle ways.

For months Hawood had been sitting with the rest of the villagers listening as they discussed options to ensure the survival of the village. A bright young man, his rare but thoughtful comments did give them alternatives. When he idly reminded them that in the ancient stories sacrifice had been an accepted practice it had sparked a heated debate. Perhaps Hawood had said it casually but The Merlin had already spent many a sleepless night pondering that very question.  After nearly half a year watching his people suffer the shaman had come to the distasteful conclusion that perhaps Hawood was right.  Perhaps a blood sacrifice was called for.  He had discussed this with the village council which was how Byron came to offer the lamb as a sacrifice.

Amber had her own reasons for her part of this ceremony and knew the village’s reasons as well. She even believed they were doing the right thing, but that didn’t relieve her rising tension. What if it didn’t work? What if it did? Would she be glad that she had become involved in it? Would she even care? Would anyone even notice her part in it all? Questions skittered through her mind as she held the rope of the innocent lamb in the darkness. As midnight approached, Hawood’s drumbeat rolled out into the dark, while The Merlin called the magic.

Hawood had watched while the shaman prepared for the ceremony. At The Merlin’s nod, the quiet man had begun pounding the drum, slowly, steadily, a heartbeat rolling out across the chilled land. His friend was going to walk the lamb to the center of the Stone Circle, holding it tightly so that its innocent blood could be spilled. A sacrifice that would release the energy needed to change the weather and bring rain. The quiet man was certain the legends were correct, that some sort of sacrifice was needed. Perhaps they only needed to release the idea that suffering was the way of life. The young man wisely knew that sometimes change is easier to accomplish when accompanied by some action, which is why he suggested the sacrifice in the first place. Involve the body and the mind and the result is a change.

He personally preferred the idea of giving up a prized possession, his favorite cup for example.  But he believed that most of the villagers were too selfish to be willing to do that. And he knew that because this was an issue for the entire community if even one person wasn’t emotionally moved in some fashion, the sacrifice could be in vain. He hoped the spilling of the innocent lamb’s blood would so shock the villagers that they would release their belief that this was an acceptable way to live. He also prayed that Amber would see him for who he was and let go of her reluctance to marry him.  The young man loved her dearly, and wanted only to make her happy.

It was a small village and they had known each other since Amber had learned to walk. Several years older, Hawood had found the young girl fascinating. Lighthearted as a butterfly, she had picked wildflowers and berries, always willing to share with her friend. He had watched shyly as she sat with her grandmother and The Merlin, and had wished that he could join them. Though he didn’t really like Amber’s brother, he made friends with him as a way of getting close to her, thinking that she would be impressed. She hadn’t been. More than once he had distracted her brother while she slipped away, mistakenly thinking that the two boys were best friends.

He had taken more than one beating from the girl’s brother for interrupting as he picked on his little sister. But Hawood had done it anyway. And he learned to fight, protecting her as necessary, though he had always been a gentle soul. He had been the only one who knew that Amber was learning skills normally reserved for the boys. She had been terribly embarrassed the one time she knew he had seen her, which is why he had remained silent the next time.

When her grandmother died, Hawood had been there to offer friendship and what comfort his shyness would allow. He had listened to the girl sobbing for hours. He had seen her withdraw from everything and everyone, including him. He had been appalled at the way she cringed whenever she heard her father’s voice. She had been so caught up in the drama at home that she had no room for anyone in her life and had withdrawn further and further into the silence of the Forest.

As Hawood came to manhood, he decided that she was someone who he wanted to be able to spend more time with and had sought her out. But her withdrawal had continued, and she simply did not have the desire to come out of her self-imposed silence. Unsure what to do about her distance, Hawood had finally gone to The Merlin.

What had begun as a request for advice turned into many long discussions with the elder, and had eventually led to his position as The Merlin’s assistant. Though he would have liked to be trained as a shaman, he did not believe he had the spark that would make it possible. Enjoying The Merlin’s company, he had decided that even if he could only be hands and helper to the old man it was worth the effort.  And that was how he came to be in the Stone Circle.

As the drum pounded, the villagers gathered.  Taking a deep breath, Amber knew her part would come soon enough. Her aching feet would be warm again, the ache in her heart eased or if they weren’t at least she wouldn’t care. She hoped.  Abruptly, the pounding of the drum was silenced.

The Owl
 The Merlin called into the stillness, a single note held until he could hold it no longer. Amber moved forward, dropping the rope holding the lamb as she stepped into the Stone Circle. Walking to the altar, she bowed toward the shaman, honoring his wisdom, honoring his magic, hoping that her sacrifice would accomplish what all the wishing in the world hadn’t -- bring rain.

“What are you doing?” Hawood hissed, surprised. “Go get the lamb. What do you think you are you doing?” The words hung in the air, waiting for an answer. An answer that Amber didn’t think she could give her childhood friend.

“Silence, Hawood,” the shaman ordered. “Do not interfere.” Amber could tell that her friend did not understand why she had come into the circle alone. As it dawned on him what was happening, Hawood looked at her with anguish. The Merlin gestured her toward the tallest stone from which hung a leather strap. She stood in the moonlight, dew dampened robes wrapping around ankles and feet numb with the cold. The last bit of warmth left her body as she leaned against the tall standing stone. Reaching up, she slipped one hand after another through the loops tied on the end of the binding. “She has consented.  Her reasons are her own.”

Hawood said in anguish “no no no no no.” Although he had brought the idea to The Merlin’s attention he had merely been repeating an ancient story. He had never wanted a blood sacrifice in the first place, believing that even the life of a lamb was too much life to give up.  It had never occurred to him that this woman would agree to this. The villagers began murmuring restlessly as it dawned on them what was about to happen.

“No!  No, you can’t. Why, Amber? No.  Why?”  Hawood cried, fire lighting his eyes. “Why are you doing this thing?” he asked, stepping between her and the shaman. He had known that she felt unloved and lonely, but he hadn’t known that her grief would cause her to go to this extreme. Looking straight into her eyes he said, “Why? You are better than this. You will find what you seek if you can just wait. Do not do this.”

“Hawood,” she began softly. “We have all prayed for an end to the drought.  We have all hoped that something would change, that some sacrifice would be great enough to change the earth and sky and allow rain to fall again. In the ancient stories, it was told that the drawing of blood altered the very air the ancients breathed. I have tried to accept the changes that will come to our village in the morning, and I find that I cannot. So I must go. My blood will give our people the chance that they need. Please try to understand.”

“She has consented, placed her hands in the binding by her own choice. Do not interfere again,” the shaman spoke harshly to his assistant, voice rough with emotion. “No one is forcing her. This is her choice. Now go.  Stand out of the way,” he said pointing to the far side of the Stone Circle.

Walking to the altar, the shaman picked up the wand that this ceremony called for. Covered with arcane symbols, the ash wand had been passed down for many generations. Bound in leather, the handle had a combination of horsehair and barn owl feathers hanging from it. The wood itself brought knowledge of lost wisdom and ancient tradition, helping to focus and use the power of the earth.  The horse hair symbolizing freedom, movement and travel, sometimes both birth and death. The owl feathers brought mystery and more than a touch of prophecy. These elements gathered power, and focused it through the ash wand.

Holding this powerful wand high above his head,  The Merlin prayed for something to stop the sacrifice. Knowing that he must continue until the magic spoke to him; he turned away from the woman to take his ceremonial knife from the altar, and heard a flapping sound behind him. Whirling quickly he saw a barn owl land upon the woman’s suspended hands. The bird peered down at his living perch and then paused to stare at the shaman in the flickering firelight.  The night fliers were said to be wise beyond expectation and The Merlin was a believer. Turning its attention to his perch, the predator bit cleanly through the leather strap binding the woman’s wrists.   Launching itself into the air, its claw tore open her hand. The bird swooped over the altar, circled the Standing Stones once, and flew off toward the east.

The turn of events brought eeriness to the entire proceedings. Lowering her arms Amber looked at her hand as though it belonged to someone else. While not a pumping wound, the gash left by the owl’s abrupt departure was deep and her blood was flowing freely. She stood dumbly staring at the red liquid that had run clear to her elbow by the time she lowered them.

The Merlin crossed the circle to grip Amber’s wound, blood dripping between his fingers.. Small sparks flew into the air as each drop met with the earth, made visible by the darkness.  Amber’s eyes rose to stare at the shaman, uncertain.

Relieved that he had received the omen that he needed to change the course of the ceremony, he had only to understand and interpret. She was to give her blood only, not her life.  And whatever else was needed would be made clear.

In the distance he heard the owl hoot three times as the growing breeze caused the fire to flare.  Smile growing, he dragged her to the flickering fire.

“Blood for the Fire,” The Merlin said, dipping his wand into the crimson liquid running down Amber’s arm. Flicking drops of red from the feathers and horse hair of his wand, the fire flared.  Flames dancing with the sacrifice.  Images moving, swirling, exploding into the darkness. Images of Forest, a great expanse of water, and more Forest swarmed up through the flames as if one were traveling over vast distances. The journey stopped as a man came into view. Surprise showed on the gaunt, brooding features.  Blue eyes peered out of the flames, surrounded by dark hair and beard beginning to grey..  He leaned forward out of the fire toward  the two of them. The stranger’s mouth forming words, but no sound was heard. The man, the woman, and the shaman looked at each other for a brief moment. Eyes meeting, power calling. Then the wind shifted and he disappeared in the suddenly swirling flames.

“Blood for Water,” the shaman spoke grimly as he again wiped Amber’s arm with his wand, dropping her life’s blood into the bowl on the altar. Light swirled within its watery depths, sending out swirling, glowing steam. Visions swam in the mist. Again an image the gaunt stranger swam into view, this time seen from the back, as he stared into the fire beyond him. Surrounded by a Forest reaching toward the sky, he pulled his sword and whirled around; searching for the wraith he had seen in the flames. Again, the wind swirled, blowing the vision away. The villagers could be heard shifting in their circle outside the Standing Stones. Curious to see more of the vision, they were annoyed that the stones blocked so much of their view.

“Blood for the Earth,” Merlin used a rigidly controlled voice, full of power and potency; he shook drops of crimson from the wand onto the dirt at the foot of the Standing Stone. Sparks rose into the air, twirling and twisting, shimmering with power. The glittering flashes encircled the Standing Stone from which the leather still hung, burning it to cinders, and then streaked off toward the east. He could hear the villagers murmur in surprise.

“Blood for the Air,” was the last offering. Dipping his wand into her open wound one last time, he swung the wand toward the sky flinging crimson drops everywhere. The droplets did not land but went streaking towards the rapidly gathering clouds, glowing like fireflies. As they embedded themselves in the dark surface of the clouds, lightning flashed from west to east. For as long as it takes to breathe ten times, the lightning flashed. Over and over. Always the same direction, west to east. When the sky finally stopped flashing, the circle was shrouded in darkness once again, lit only by the flickering bonfire. The wind picked up, and as the first of the cold raindrops struck the villagers, the lightning flashed one last time, from west to east.

Fire hissing in the falling rain, the shaman faced Amber, still gripping her wrist, blood dripping between them. Using the wooden end of his wand for the first time, he traced the wound, watching as it stopped bleeding and began to mend itself.

The villagers scurried toward their homes, grateful for the rain, but thoroughly chilled.


The Stranger

The dark-haired stranger moved quietly through the Forest, brooding. He had been searching for The Betrayer for a handful of seasons. The trail, hot to cold and back again. His quest had taken him from one coast to the other, from far north to the southern coastline, and still he could not find Her. In truth the distance did not matter, for his home was where he spread his Blood Blanket. He was a warrior from a clan of warriors and was used to traveling. But his quest and the reason for it had made him old before his time. Eyes that in his youth had sparkled with laughter and truth of purpose were dull and lifeless. The brilliant blue had faded to the dull color of the sea during a storm, although when he was full of menacing emotions they darkened to the point of seeming black.

His unsettled spirit had seen too many of his brothers die and had been unable to find peace because of it. He would only be free to grieve fully and pursue a life once again when he found and stopped Her from any further destruction, and thus he had willingly sacrificed the company of others lest they distract him from his quest. His self-imposed exile meant that while he might defend a village, he could not enjoy the peace that he brought with his skills with a blade. Senses sharpened by a lifetime of battles and enemy raids were now used to hunt for a single human predator.

As he traveled, Ian had exchanged his services for the supplies that he needed, or whatever payment was offered, but only if the service allowed him to continue to search essentially unhindered. He only entered villages to obtain information and things that he could not gain from the land, bypassing those without markets, for he found that his brooding presence disrupted the community. He had avoided this particular village because of the ceremony for midsummer’s eve, and a stranger in their midst would cause talk. In his travels he had witnessed many ceremonies for the passing of each season, and if the villagers decided that some innocent animal should be sacrificed the drums had pounded out a funeral cadence. He had never understood why they used the same cadence for sacrifice and funeral. It was as if by pounding out the funeral cadence all would know of grief that had struck. And he had seen enough of that to last ten lifetimes. So, when he heard the drumbeat, he had known that some sort of sacrifice was planned, and he disliked those rituals most of all.

Ian’s quest would only be delayed by visiting this community. He knew that this was a place where a leader was chosen for skills at trading, not in understanding the kind of men that prey on others. They thought that hunting skills were warriors’ skills, and while the coordination of multiple hunters required leadership skills, there were differences. Apparently they thought that a sacrifice of some sort would appease the gods and life would be simple and prosperous once again. He shook his head in disgust at their ignorance.

As he stirred his fire, in it he saw a slip of a girl step forward into a circle of Standing Stones. The vision, when added to the pounding in the distance, caused dread to rise in his throat. Something far more than the ordinary lamb was about to be sacrificed, whether through ignorance or evil, and that was wrong. It was simply not to be allowed. The warrior checked his weapons and ran toward the ritual heartbeat that was booming across the land.

He slipped silently through the dark arriving at the circle just as the owl had landed on the resigned girl’s bound hands, had watched the bird free her and fly off. Curiosity kept him rooted at the edge of the firelight as the shaman grabbed her wrist and dipped his wand into the blood running down her arm. He was as astonished as the rest of the watchers as he saw sparks fly into the air where her blood had fallen on the ground. But when the shaman flicked some of her blood into the fire, he saw himself in the flames. Ian stepped forward trying to see what was happening.

Some faint disturbance behind him caused his instincts to take over and he drew his sword as he spun around. He knew that there was a reason for his unease, but he couldn’t tell what it was. He heard the villagers murmuring near him. He turned around to face the fire and the ceremony still underway, sword drawn, and saw himself in the vision rising from the bowl of water. He had not realized how gaunt he had become in the last year or how grizzled. He had not yet passed into his third decade, but he looked much older. Starvation and worry did that to a man.

As the wind blew away the sword-drawn image, the shaman had looked up from the bowl and locked eyes with the flesh and blood warrior. The old man had seen that the younger man’s eyes were nearly black, a color long associated with pain and the spilling of blood. The warrior withdrew before his instinct to fight when blood was spilled took control of him and he did something that he might regret later. He gathered his things, smothering his fire and slipping into the darkness away from the Stone Circle, only dimly aware of his direction.

As the warrior moved silently through the falling rain when most others would stumble and fall in the darkness. He smiled, knowing that this skill had served him well over the years. He had been the one sent into the darkness to discover the enemy’s weaknesses. He had a way of knowing who was awake, where traps had been laid, and how to move through a Forest without disturbing the undergrowth. Usually Ian dispatched the enemy sentinels without a sound, thus ensuring the surprise of the attack of his warrior band. When he became leader of his band, he had rigorously trained his group in silent moving. Teaching the special way of listening to the tiny sounds that told him someone was near. It had become an honor to be chosen to be one of his men for they were the best.

They had been known as hard warriors, ignoring discomforts and pain that stopped lesser men in their tracks. They trained over the roughest of ground, and became accustomed to traveling long distances on little sleep and meager food. Ian allowed his thoughts to wander to the women who were drawn to his discipline and warrior’s body. He had enjoyed their company but avoided seeking a mate, for he had known that warriors’ women were often alone far more than they wanted to be. Plus there was something about the life that made it difficult to be tender with a woman, and so most of the rest of his band had made similar choices. Perhaps it was not the life, but the type of man who was drawn to the life. They tended to be harder than most of their fellow villagers, even as children. Certainly those warriors chosen to be members of his band had been. They were the best.


He corrected himself. They had been the best. That is until they were slaughtered in the dark, a little more than a handful of seasons before. Ian’s eyes went black as he remembered the night of The Betrayer, and he began to run through the night, no longer concerned about silence. 
~

I hope you have enjoyed this taste of Sacrifice... to find out whether Amber runs again watch for it's release on iTunes as an Audio Book and on Amazon and Lulu as an eBook.


Gayle McCain


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Tuesday, November 1, 2011

Story - No Equipment Necessary

“Did you see that?” he said as he returned to his colleagues. “She disappeared around the corner. I mean, she disappeared, instantly. Went poof,” his fingers flicked outwards in an unrestrained gesture. “I thought, I was…” his voice trailed off. “I wondered how soon it’d happen,” said the thin man to his colleagues. “It doesn’t matter, we know who she is. She dropped this,” his long fingers held a business card. “Is that why we had to meet here?” asked the raven haired woman. At his nod, she continued, “How did you know?” 

 “It’s a gift. I feel when someone has shifted, but this is the first time I’ve known ahead of time,” he said, as he looked down at the card. “I don’t understand it yet. But I will.” 

Nodding, he looked at the man in the sunglasses and continued. “Now go find her, Frank. And when you do, give me a shout, will you? I need to have a chat with her.” Turning away as Frank vanished; he smiled at the dark haired woman at his side and said, “Let’s order another cup of coffee, we need to talk.” 

 Katie had just wanted to see what Harrods was like. She’d heard so much about the upscale London store that she had looked on the Internet, found a photo of the outside, and passport in her purse, literally popped over to see for herself. What she hadn’t known was that these three would be leaving a meeting across the street. 

Her appearance might not have been noticed by anyone at all, except that she had been knocked over by the man in the sunglasses just after she had popped onto the sidewalk. She had been as startled as he and dropped her purse which splattered its contents. 

 And then she had run. Not sure why he had chased her, Katie slipped home, trying to figure out why she was concerned. She usually made decisions about trusting someone immediately; she didn’t know how she felt about this mysterious man, though as she sorted through her memories, she realized she did trust his companions. 

He looked like a nice man behind the glasses, but she was having trouble separating fact from the fiction of Hollywood. That was the trouble with watching spy movies late at night. Nonetheless, she made preparations to run. This man might work for one of the alphabet soup divisions of the PTB, Powers That Be. And if they found out she could slip instantly between here and there, they would try to contain her. Someone with her skills, if trained, could slip into places they couldn’t, and places she shouldn’t. Katie had no desire to be enlisted in that kind of intrigue and espionage. 

She was sure that they would not believe that slipping took incredibly high energy, and that sneakiness or theft lowered that energy, making it impossible to slip. So she made preparations to run, buying a disposable phone and a gift card that could be used without tracking her whereabouts. She had just paid for her purchases when the man in the sunglasses started across the store towards her. Katie grabbed her bag and slipped. 

 

 Her actions started a game of chase that lasted far too long. Whoever he was, he was never more than ten minutes behind her each time she slipped. The one time she ran down a back alley to catch a passing bus in Chicago he didn’t find her for nearly two hours. Somehow he was orienting on her when she slipped. It was only a five hour drive home, so even though it was midnight and she was exhausted, she rented a car, and drove the distance, music blaring to keep herself awake. Her drive gave her time to think about it had all started. 

 She realized that slipping between the spaces all day long had reinforced her skill at seeing where she wanted to go. She was glad that she’d taken the baby steps of getting past the most of the vertigo of her initial couple of shifts. That first time she ever slipped had been a doozy. 

Katie had been painting a landscape that day, idly dragging her brush through the swirling paint. It was in the margins between two colors right before they mixed that she had always found her inspiration, imagining she could slide along those furrows and slip between this world and the next. Not knowing what would happen when she did. She only knew that when she followed the edges and used the swirling colors something happened within her that allowed for her most creative moments.

 And on that particular summer morning, already warm with the promise of stifling heat later in the day, she thought about how that would feel as she sat stirring the pure white paint on her palate. Katie, caught in meditative silence, had allowed her mind to dip down into the furrows left in the paint by her brush. Something in the paint and the silence shifted within her, as if a switch were flipped and abruptly she found herself in the desert, dizzy and nauseated. 

The burning of her bare feet dragged her out of the belief that this was merely a dream. A quick glance around showed that her only hope of relief lay in the sliver of shade offered by a large rock to her left. Placing her feet as carefully as possible, she ran between the sharp rocks of the desert floor to that blessed relief. Though cooler than the sun-blasted desert floor, her feet were burned by the time she reached it. Leaning against the rock, fighting against nausea and rising terror, Katie really looked at her surroundings, trying to keep out of the pounding sunshine. 

 It looked to be mid-afternoon by the shadows, and she had absolutely no idea where she was, except deep desert. Rocks and sand. As far as she could see there was no life anywhere around. As her vertigo faded she noticed the surprising silence. No whirring of insect wings, no scratching sound as millions of tiny living things ate, crawled, and lived their lives among the leaves. There were no leaves, either. This was a land of beige and brown, yet even in it’s desolation she could see the beauty. 

 Squinting against the glare, she worked to push aside the creeping concern of how she had gotten there, and whether there was a way to get back home. Crouching in the slowly growing shade, she began to idly doodle in a small pile of sand while she contemplated. It was inconceivable that she had ended up abruptly in the desert, and yet that fact was inescapable. Mouth parched, she could feel her body temperature begin to rise, as dehydration set in. 

Resigned to dying, she knew that in this deep desert death would be swift, for she didn’t have enough protection from the arid landscape. As she made peace with her end, allowing her mind to drift, eyes lazily watching her fingers leave furrows in the sand, she began to dream of someplace cool and damp. She let her mind go, slipping along the margins between the swirls in the sand. 

Dreaming of someplace cool, someplace where the water was overwhelming and powerful. Someplace like Niagara Falls. Abruptly she found herself standing on one of the overlooks, a stiff breeze blowing mist over her parched body, only dimly aware of the vertigo that had accompanied the shift. It had taken a moment for her to grasp the reality of her new vision, thinking that perhaps she was having the delirium that comes with dehydration. 

She had stood there convinced that death was moments away until a small child had run by, splashing her from one of the many puddles along the walkway. The child’s mother rushed to apologize and rein in her wayward youngster, as the nauseated Katie realized somehow that she had indeed changed locations again. Her bare feet left damp footprints as she walked across the street to the nearest bench. In spite of the chill, she sat and rested her still dizzy head on the back of the bench, wondering what mechanism, magic or whatever had shifted her from place to place. 

Closing her eyes a few moments, enjoying the humidity and cool, she allowed her thoughts to drift idly over the extraordinary things that had just occurred. Her vertigo had faded completely by the time she realized that each shift had happened when she had allowed her mind to slide into the margins of the swirling paint and the furrows in the sand. The space between, perhaps even a space of silence, while her body had imagined how it would feel to be in a different place.

 Chilled, but armed with an idea, she set out to shift again. She was ready to go home. It took her nearly twenty minutes to still her mind enough to allow the shift to happen again. Arriving in her own living room, she stumbled to the couch, sure that if it weren’t for the vertigo and being soaked to the skin, she’d have thought it was all an illusion. But the proof was leaving a damp spot on her couch… 

In the weeks those follow first shifts, Katie had spent a great deal of time considering how much this opened up her world. She could go anywhere, and do anything. Limited only by her imagination. Because she didn’t want it to be at the mercy of a random thought she had spent time learning how to jump, staying close to home because she knew the territory. 

With each successful jump the vertigo became less of a problem. When she’d first begun slipping through the space between places it had seemed like such a lark, jumping between two points. It had to be line of sight at first, gradually increasing the distance, and finally practicing with photos to give her a reference point. 

Until the day she popped into the wrong place, at the wrong time and her appearance from thin air in front of these individuals had a galvanizing effect. Katie wondered why the man in the sunglasses had pursued her relentlessly. It felt like she’d been on the run for aeons, even though it had been less than a full day since she had first appeared in front of Harrods. The one good thing that had come out of it was the vertigo that had been gradually weakening had stopped altogether.


 She wondered why the man in the sunglasses had tracked her across three continents. Time and time again, he’d found her. It finally dawned on her that in spite of turning her mobile off and getting rid of her credit cards with their embedded chips, he still had some way of tracking her. And that was when she realized that he was orienting on the slipping itself, which made escaping by ordinary car a practical solution. 

 By the time her house was in sight in the early morning light Katie was angry. She knew that sooner or later he would catch her, and she wanted to be on familiar ground when that happened. After a fast shower, she got dressed again, and finally laid down to sleep, hoping that a resolution would come to her while she slept. 

When she woke, she knew what she had to do. She had to find out why this man was chasing her. That meant that she had to go back in time to before they first fell over each other. Holding a clear image of her watch reading one hour before she had arrived in London, she slipped. 

No one had seen her as she emerged from the alley near Harrods that she had originally run into. Her tea had just arrived at the sidewalk café when the man who chased her sat down at the table next to her. Momentarily he was joined by the thin man and a woman in a hat. Listening to their conversation was a challenge due to the noise of the café. Katie spent more of her time watching the interplay between these old friends. Laughter punctuated their conversation. 

When the thin man jumped to his feet, “She’s on her way. Over there,” he pointed across the street. Katie saw herself get knocked over by the man in the sunglasses. She felt an echo of the fear that she had felt when he grabbed her arm. Her younger self took off running and was chased around the corner, as the thin man bent to pick up a piece of paper. 

The startled look on his face made Katie chuckle, for she knew what he had found, as he looked around suspiciously. She chuckled again at the frustrated look on their faces as the other man came back. A hurried conference between them sent him off again. And the remaining two sat back down at their table and discussed what was written on the card. 

When she’d heard enough, she paid her tab and walked back to the alley, where she slipped back home to her own time. She didn’t know if it made any difference, but all of the movies she’d seen said it was a bad thing to meet oneself coming and going. 

So she was careful to arrive back a minute after she’d left. She neatened up the house, knowing that sooner or later they’d get around to visiting her, and stretched out to take another nap. 

The doorbell startled her up out of a sound sleep, and in her sleepy state she nearly slipped again. But she didn’t want to run anymore. So, courageously she answered the door. The thin man standing outside was very tired. He had a gentle look about him, though his face wore a look of grim determination. 

He took in her suspicious look and burst out, “Damn it. It’s not going to happen the way I wanted it to. My name is Gabriel. Please don’t run,” he added, reaching out a hand, pulling back just before touching her arm. “I just want to talk to you. I want to meet the woman who could slip space so easily that even a Finder can’t keep up.” 

Chuckling, he rubbed his bloodshot eyes. “Yeah, you ran Frank all over the place, he’s worn out. Look, could we talk for a bit?” 

She drew a deep breath, held it a moment and stood back for him to enter. She asked if he would like a cup of tea. When he made a face, she laughed and changed that to coffee. While the pot brewed, they chatted over the merits of milk versus cream, sweet or not. Cups in hand, they sat on the couch, and she sat quietly waiting for him to explain his visit, and why he had sent Frank to chase her. 


Gabriel pulled Katie’s card out of his pocket, laid it on the couch between them, and asked what it meant. She laughingly told him she was a counselor who helped people unearth the incredible soul under the wreckage of their lives. But it had seemed like a great motto when she’d written it two years ago.

 He agreed that it was a great motto and began to laugh. “I’ve just spent the last couple of decades writing bi-location stories. I hit my head recently and after years of writing about it, abruptly I can do the traveling I’ve written about so often. Really do it. Just like you can. Plus, I can feel when somebody else jumps. I don’t quite understand it, but it’s like they pull on the fabric of the universe or something,” he said, running his fingers through his hair. “But you... I knew you were going to shift before you arrived in front of Harrods. How? What is different about you?” 

“Are you sure? Are you sure I wasn’t already there?” she asked. At his confused look, she continued. “I arrived before your friends. I was sitting near you when you had your meeting.” 

She could see he still didn’t understand. “You’re the writer, figure it out. I’ll wait,” falling silent, she could see the gears turning as he picked up her business card and really looked at the ramifications of her revelation. “Fed Ex would make a fortune on this you know. They’d have to come up with a catchy slogan.” And Gabriel began to laugh. 

Your package Arrives at its destination Before it leaves. Guaranteed. 

Gayle McCain (Written Summer 2009 - IDK why I didn't post it then.)